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You may be gone and it seems like its the end, but its not over cos I’ll always love you. I miss you so,although as time goes by it seems precious moments tends to fade into memories but one thing i know for sure that your legacy lives on cos you showed me love,you taut me love and most importantly you believed in love like u also believed in me…Am forever grateful to Almighty God for everything about you & I feel like the most luckiest person in the world because of you. I just want to say thank you for being there… **dedicated to papi (dad)**

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Sometimes i think she doesn’t even notice me cos she’s usually busy with her chores.
Often she reproofs when i boycott my duties just to hangout wit my pals and *mehn!* did she get on my nerves on such occasions.*mtcheew!*.
Talking about getting on my nerves, i recall several incidents where i
was scolded or asked to leave the room for one of my siblings especially when am innocent.gosh! i felt cheated and raged.
Worst case was coming from school and the meal wont be ready till d next hour and damn! Somebody better have a good explanation for this.
All am trying to say is i recall sometimes feeling negatively towards her, even went as far as rebelling,cos i taught she doesn’t understands me.
With time i got to understand her instead,that she understands and meant well for me,cos while feeling depressed and rebellious; it was a big deal for me but she didn’t even take me that serious.*chuckles*
Well i sometimes see her as mean,blue,partial..etc. But am forever grateful for still loving me more and unconditionally even while itaught otherwise.
she’s evergreen,she’s the definition,she’s warm,she’s a woman,shes a mother.MY MUM….Happy mothers day!

”I remember what it feels like when its raining cats and dogs with lighting and thunder
over our roof…”
We would gather around in the pallor with just a candle or lamp in d middle of the room .With darkness all around us we would wrap our selves in blankets or cover clothes or sweaters just to prevent us from catching cold,there and then we felt safe and warm…
The best part was falling asleep while listening to stories, and not just any stories but folk stories and myths(hmm..).Only to wake up in most case the next morning with the whole incident feeling or seeming like it was just a dream.
*gosh love that feeling*candle lite

As the early morning Sunlight sneak through the windows, straight towards the bed on which he laid hopelessly with his clothes on…
Then on his eyelids he felt the tingling sensation of the Sun’s ray.As he opened his eyes, instantly he shuts his eyelids and instinctively placed his left arm across his face as he rolled over away from the sunlight’s reach.Afterward he sat on his bedside as he yawns and stretch simultaneously, he felt a strong migraine in his head and pain all over his body and he instantly placed his right hand on his temple…
There and then in flashes of scrambled memory he started recollecting the whole episode of his one week trauma.Then for the saddest part, was the betrayal in her eyes before the words came out from the bitter and fatal lips of hers.Like a gun she shot the words through his heart saying “its over”.He still felt the impacting effect on his heart, he felt then whenever he recollects that moment…
Suddenly he buried his face in his palms, he whipped almost in a soundless manner, he felt his mending heart bleeding as tears rolled down his cheeks from his eyes again…
He felt alone in the world, he felt cold and lonely at night, trapped in an island of haunted memory… (2be continued)

Thank you for letting me see today and for my family and friends too…you’ve bin wonderful in ma life, you’ve bin a father,ma best friend ma source of inspiration , my comforter, my provider and most importantly you’ve never left me alone…

But like a Prodigal son i continue in sin, sins that kip pulling me away from you ,am a woeful sinner even in taught and action, have been a hypocrite to ya self and everyone around me, have embarrassed that which you warn mostly against, i feel as if av betrayed you and therefore i feel too unclean to pray to you even in my mind…

But the fact that you’ve made me see today out of your infinite love and grace u av for mankind and your children. i ask for your forgiveness because i don’t want you to leave me alone,this my plea…

Its time to face d world was again, as he suit up 4work he stood there starring into d mirror almost as if he’s reflection was not there, quietness, emptiness & soberness were d only feelings & companies he feels understands him…
he walked towards the door and slowly turns the handle of the door while in his head he was torn in between curiosity and anxiety of how he might feel when he’s out there , as he walked along d street he felt invisible & ignored ,he realizes he was gone for too long and he knows he had to connect with the world, with people, with somebody, with anybody… and the 1st step was too wear a SMILE, which seems betrayal on his feelings, the companies that only understands him…(2b continued…)

…As i close ma eyes & focus on listening 2 d sound of d waves splashing on d shore…
there was dis moment wen its as if i could hear d sea, like a choir whispering in unison but just couldn’t catch d words…
there & then d sea breeze like wild but mild pass along & on my face,
my t-shirt it caresses briskly but overwhelmingly pleasant & cool…
In a bit of climax i could smell d refreshing & cool sensation of d sea breeze with a nice fragrance den i realize i was not alone, there she was as standing close 2me watching d sea,as i open ma eyes…
Her back resting on my chest, With a smile i buried my face on her hair, held in my arms tite den in ma taught i realized i just had an affair with d sea with out entering it & almost got lost in it…

He shut d door behind as he walk strait to d bedroom; he quickly undresses & went into d shower cubicle…
He closed d cubicle & turn on d shower,as it pour down on him and wash all through d sound of d shower soon was all he could hear,den it started to fade until it was very faint, in that moment he recaptured both of ’em in same cubicle & d touches & kissing [u know d rest 18+]…
Only to be interrupted by a faint knock; suddenly d sound of d shower was back to normal.he quickly used d towel on his head & got into a robe as he head strait for d door.
He said ”who’s there?” , den a female voice replied ”neighbor”, ”neighbor” he pondered in his mind cos d voice didn’t sound familiar though sensational.
He adjusted his robe once more as he turn d handle to open d door & behold was a hazel eyes locked on his, as he felt a waves of sensational emotions of warmth with goose-bumps all through is body as he continue to open the door ajar
as if he was hypnotized…2b continued